[Emil is relieved to get a response at all, even more relieved when he actually reads it and realizes Russel doesn’t mention yesterday. He too would much rather think about something else.
He can’t blame Russel for being suspicious because nine out of ten times, he would take advantage of people’s kindness and go back to being a dick. But when your attitude almost gets someone killed, you start to seriously reevaluate your life choices.]
i don’t WANT to go back all i’ve done since we met is recreating fucked up past life events with my shitty behavior and this shit’s gonna stop there’s being a dick and there’s being a psycho i think past me was a psycho and i don’t wanna be like that
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Date: 2014-03-22 08:06 pm (UTC)He can’t blame Russel for being suspicious because nine out of ten times, he would take advantage of people’s kindness and go back to being a dick. But when your attitude almost gets someone killed, you start to seriously reevaluate your life choices.]
i don’t WANT to go back
all i’ve done since we met is recreating fucked up past life events with my shitty behavior and this shit’s gonna stop
there’s being a dick and there’s being a psycho
i think past me was a psycho and i don’t wanna be like that